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Saturday, January 15, 2011

Setting Sail!

Greetings from the middle of the ocean! 
I’ve successfully completed my first days and nights at sea. I’ve watched my first sunset on the ocean...eaten my first meals on board (which haven’t been that bad). I’ve experienced the feel of the waves rocking my ship, and along with that I’ve experienced my first taste of seasickness....So much has happened in these few days but I’ll try to recount as much of it for you as I can. 
As the time drew closer to head to the Bahamas, of course I was getting more and more nervous. It was about a week before my sister and I were scheduled to fly out and I still hadn’t packed yet. Thankfully one of my best friends, Becca, came down to visit and save the day. She helped me decide what to pack (and we got it all done in less than 2 days!) and her visit gave me some time to just chill out, relax, and enjoy her company for a little while. It was the calm before the storm, quite literally. There was a huge winter storm forecasted to hit Atlanta the day we were supposed to leave for the Bahamas. Officials were predicting record-breaking snowfall. And if you’re not from Atlanta, or the south in general, a couple inches of snow can shut the whole city down, especially the airport. 
So Angie and I went to bed that Saturday night (January 8th, 2 days before the flight) deciding to play it by ear and hope for the best. Little did we know that our travels would begin a day early. My sister shook me awake around 7am and quickly explained that she had been up looking for alternative flights and there was one leaving that morning around 11:30. She also explained that we wouldn’t be charged for switching because the reason was weather. “Do you want to do it?” she asked. I mumbled something back along the lines of, “Sure, I guess we should.” Then, the sleepiness subsided and it hit me what that decision meant. We had to get ready, and we had to get ready now.  
At that point my sister hadn’t even begun to pack yet, and I had little things left strewn around that I needed to throw in a duffle bag. I don’t know how we did it, but we we’re on the road to the airport with everything packed (and nothing important forgotten) in about an hour. At the airport, I received the pleasant surprise of finding out that the bag I had thought would be considered oversized and overweight was in fact, not. So I ended up paying way less money for baggage fees then I thought I would. Everything about that day pretty much worked out in our favor. Soon, I was on the plane flying over the ocean for the first time! 
My time spent in the Bahamas with my sister was pretty awesome. The island of Nassau is beautiful and I enjoyed having more time to relax before the semester started. I’m incredibly grateful that Angie came with me down to the Bahamas. Her support means a lot to me, and the whole time she was there reassuring me that this semester would be a great experience and that I would do well and have fun. 
Finally Embarkation Day arrived. I woke up that Wednesday morning not really knowing how I felt. I was a little nervous but not very much. I guess I was in disbelief of what was going to happen that day. I didn’t really know what to expect. We checked out of the hotel and made our way into a taxi that would take us to the dock. Once there I saw the boat for the very first time...and the crazy long line I had to wait in to get check in and get on the ship. But after I found out that I would have to say goodbye to my sister right at the door at the very front of the line, that crazy long line got a lot smaller. I thought I would have had time to get off the ship again once I checked in and be able to spend a little more time with her, but that wasn’t the case.  So saying goodbye was rough. I did better than I thought I would though. I only teared up a little bit. 
Next, I proceeded through the checkout process, passing a mountain of confiscated curling and flat irons on my way through security. As I took my first steps on board the MV Explorer, I realized two things: 
  1. The ship looks so clean and new and wonderful! 
  2. I had no idea where I was going. 
Some helpful souls where able to point me in the right direction to finish up some more check-in things, and then on to my cabin. My first thought as I entered the room where I’d be staying my whole semester was “Woah, this is pretty small!” But after being in it for a little while I realized that it wasn’t that bad. The huge luggage and stuff cluttering the bed and the floor would soon all find it’s rightful place under the bed or in the drawers and closets, with some room to spare. Semester at Sea has definitely gotten me used to being comfortable with less stuff than I’m normally used to. 
Next, I met my cabin-mate for the semester. Her name is Amanda and she’s really cool. With so much to think about going into this voyage, I never really worried about the possibility of having a bad roommate situation on board. After meeting Amanda I know that I won’t have to worry. She’s from California but she goes to school in Canada, which I think is the coolest (why didn’t I think to go to school in Canada?!?). So I think it’s interesting to see how we come from such different backgrounds. 
Unpacked and somewhat acquainted with the ship, it came time to set sail and leave the Bahamas. Although my sister wasn’t there to wave me goodbye, I was comforted by the crowd of parents and friends that were cheering us on as the boat slowly pulled away from the dock. That particular moment is indescribable. That moment was the payoff for all the hard work and long hours that I put into getting to Semester at Sea. The voyage of a lifetime has begun!
More later, 
Anna

Monday, January 10, 2011

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Hesitancy At Its Best

A couple weeks ago, a close friend gave me a wake up call that was a little bit too early for my liking (he seems to think it's funny). He escaped the conversation without a scolding only because I hadn't heard from him in quite some time. But his wake up call did more than just wake me up in the literal sense, it also woke me up to the fact that my Semester at Sea journey IS happening and it is happening soon. For some reason, that realization sunk in after that conversation.

The thing about wake up calls is that they're disorienting at first. You tend not to remember how or when you answered the phone, or even how you're functioning in the conversation. So too did I feel this sensation with my wake up call from the Semester at Sea process. School had left me exhausted. I don't think I've ever done as many projects, papers, tests, and quizzes in one semester before and I had to do it all while preparing for this HUMONGOUS trip around the world. After getting YET another shot, emailing YET another person, staying up all night YET again, taking care of YET another administrative issue, I suddenly became numb to both school and preparing for Semester at Sea.

Going through the motions with something as huge as Semester at Sea is a little disheartening. You're doing the all the work for it, but you're not really involved in the process, not as excited as you should be. People enquiring about your upcoming experience receive half-hearted answers. I began to wonder, "Is this whole experience worth it?"

I tried to get out of this funk but finals week and moving out of my dorm took all the energy out of me. The funk continued when I reached my sister's house in Atlanta, the place where I'm spending my brief break before I set sail. But as my mom and brother were packing up to leave after spending the holidays together with my sister and I, it hit me. I realized that this would be the last time I would see them before I left for my trip, and that my mom is one of the people that has worked so incredibly hard to get me on the boat to experience parts of the world that she never has. Not only did this realization bring me to tears, but somehow it made Semester at Sea come to life again for me. I still have my doubts. I still have my fears and anxieties. But I know deep down that this experience will override all of those feelings, and there are plenty of family and friends that are excited for me, which in turn gets me pumped again for the journey I'm about to begin.

The alarm has gone off, and I'm awake to the possibilities of this fast approaching semester.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

50 Days!

So amigos, there are a little less than 50 days until I leave for Semester at Sea. I can't believe it. That's only a month and a half.

Excited? Of course I am. Nervous? Quite a bit. Nervous-excited?? Exactly.

This Fall semester is coming to an end and everyone can feel it, especially my teachers apparently because they're going a little overboard with homework and projects. I am so ready for it all to be over so I can just focus on SAS. Thankfully, Thanksgiving break has arrived, and I'm home for the first time since July. It'll be the last time I see some of my friends and family in Davenport before I set sail on the MV Explorer.

Speaking of hometown friends, I ran into someone very special at the airport this morning on my way home. That special person is my dear friend Emma! We happened to bump into each other at the Minneapolis airport and I was so happy to see her. She was wearing her Semester at Sea shirt (she sailed on the Summer 2010 Voyage) so of course we talked all about it. I love talking to Emma about SAS. I'm sure we could talk about it for days. She gave me some very helpful tips as always.

My chance encounter with Emma kicked off a Thanksgiving break devoted to preparing for my big trip. I had to go to the dentist today and I HATE going to the dentist--no one can say that I'm not dedicated to SAS. Next on my list of things to do is get a new laptop, get some rolling duffels, plan and purchase field practica, get new glasses...basically I have to get a lot of stuff. I've already gotten my perscriptions for the trip and some snacks and toilettries for the ship that I've put in my "Semester at Sea Treasure Chest".

It's been a lot of fun filling it up.
Don't let my treasure chest fool you. I still have plenty more to get but at least I've started.

Black Friday, here I come. :)

Until next time,

Anna

P.S. Happy Thanksgiving!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

The Semester Before the Sea

This semester has been a whirlwind of busyness. I've had so much trouble managing my time to fit in the work I need to do for my 6 classes, 2 jobs, numerous extracurricular activities, AND all of the preparation work that I need to do for Semester at Sea. In many cases, the situation comes down to me choosing or sacrificing between one or the other. Today is the perfect example. I had two very important exams to take today, as well as a French class to attend--on top of that I had my final inoculation appointment with my physician. My first test was supposed to end at 10:30--inconveniently at the same time I was supposed to be at my appointment. Well of course I had a few setbacks after my test and ended up arriving over 30 minutes late to my appointment. Then I had to wait over 2 hours for my appointment to even start, missing my french class in the process. Thankfully, I made it back in time for my second exam...

I've been getting so frustrated this semester because I literally can't do it all, yet I have to. My predicament is the definition of overwhelming. I want to dedicate more time to planning my trip. I want to spend more time getting ahead with my assignments and studying. I want to work more. I would love to hang out with my friends more often or just have a night to chill without doing anything...but I can't. There's not enough time in the day.

Trust me, I don't like to complain. Nor do I like to admit weaknesses, but I've really struggled this semester. It's hard to look at the bigger picture and realize that all of this will pass. Not only that, but I'll be spending next semester seeing the world. Who gets to say that? Who gets the opportunity to do what I'm about to do with Semester at Sea? I'm so lucky, yet I spend so much time worrying and stressing about everything.

I just hope this realization will start to sink in, and I'll be able to relax more. 
 
~Anna